Who is the daddy NOW...
Even a legendary writer like me finds it difficult to put
this feeling in words. Lol.. jokes apart this has to be the best feeling ever.
I have never felt closer to my god ever in my life. There is something about
the way my son Zohan looks @ me.
It seems he does not look at me but thru me. Normally when
anybody looks at me, it appears they have an image that they form and their
look, response and body language thereafter is a reaction to that initial
image.
All of this happens so fast that it seems all in one. But with practice
you can start noticing the small split second difference between stage 1 to
stage 3.
With Zohan on the other hand, there is no image formation at
the first place and therefore there is no reaction. This non-judgmental look (for
whatever time it lasts) is an overwhelming experience. That is like God
starring at you.
Dude is so basic in his needs and keeps it so simple that
there are no hang-ups, there is so much 2 learn from him. His life revolves
around a total of 3 chores, Hunger, poop and sleep. Rest as they say are
meaningless disturbances including over exited relatives and supposed parents.
Only, if we could be so stringent about our priorities in
life and treat everything else as just ‘noise’.
I have noticed that of all the great men who have achieved anything
worthwhile in their endeavors has this one trait as a common. Their uncanny
ability to stay focused on their chosen aims and priorities in life
irrespective of their surroundings and conditionings.
A 9 day old is such a tiny being and vulnerable that you by
default feel protective and shielding. I have witnessed emotions in myself that
I wasn’t aware existed.
Looking forward to taking care and nurturing this budding
legend named ZOHAN DHAWAN.
